Sunday, May 24, 2009

a new chapter.


I have having the hardest time believing it myself, but summer is here! This is the weird summer, where I am getting ready to really leave home for the first time ever. It is when I make my last memories with my high school friends and then everything changes forever. So here is the begining of the end! And I fully intend to make the best of it. I feel oddly reminiscent , but at the same time I am so ready to leave some things behind. I don't feel old enough to have reached the point of my life where I graduate and start making plans that will effect my entire life. I think of all the people that have made me the person I am today. Some of them I truly believe I won't ever see again, and I feel torn in all different directions about that.


I look at my future and I see how bright it really is. There are so many opportunities coming my way. I am going to BYU in Provo in August, I have the most amazing friends, the greatest mother in the world, a loving family, and I am learning so much about myself and figuring out that maybe I am truly worth something after all.


I so look forward to the next years of my life, but I fully intend to make the rest of my experience as memorable as possible. I just wante to celebrate every moment I possibly can and never forget them. I look back over this year, and so much has happened. Lose some friends, make some better ones, have my heart completely shattered, but maybe finding someone who can help pick up the pieces.


This week will be a weird one. Graduation is one Wednesday, and I can't believe that I will be throwing my cap into the air like all the other seniors. But I honestly feel nothing but excitement, because there is so much in store for my future!


"keep thinking that it's not goodbye, keep on thinking that it's a time to fly"

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